Journal Entry 4

One word for yesterday...

...REJECTED!

lol, i wasn't expecting anything more. I told him and he replied "I Like you, but..."
i cut him off, i knew what he was going to say "only as a friend" same old same old.

But i texted him later: "Hi, thanks for being okay with what i said earlier. Still friends right?"

Then he replied: "Of course we're still friends...i do like you its just you're a bit young"

So basically, if i was older he would've said yes!?

DAMNIT!

He's 17 and im 15...thats not THAT much difference is it...lol

Well, i must say, telling someone that you like them is truly the most scary yet thrilling experience. I was shaking so badly and i was stuttering o///o

I was even shaking for over an hour afterwards.

Gosh that was fun, i didnt feel sad yesterday but now...i dunno, feeling naff i suppose.
So last night i had the worst nights sleep i have EVER had (which is saying something as i never really have a good nights sleep at all)

But anyway, thats my rant over for today, i just felt like telling some peoples about it!

Sooo, HALF TERM! wooo! one week of to do...coursework and housework..?

DAMNIT! meant to be a relaxing week but i'm gonna be so busy.
But on thursday im going to visit my cousin and stay there untill saturday.
Meaning...I GET TO GO TO HER KEWLIE HALLOWEEN PARTY!!!

wooo! i am going to be a witch, but i need to find a kewl dress. i saw the nicest one ever on ebay but it was dead expensive: £28 + £13.99 p&p

i really wanted it aswell :(

oh well. i know this journal entry was a bit late (well over a week since my last!) but i'll try to do them more often! okay?

Thats it, Bekki is signing out for now

Byee! x