Procrastinating.

Currently I'm procrastinating from calling up my boyfriend and ending our relationship. What's holding me back? Probably how he'll react to the news, and the pure fear bubbling up inside of me. He is such a great guy, and I did have feelings for him at one point... but now... there's nothing.

Everyone's been telling me to do it over the phone or face-to-face. I was never good at one-on-one socializing though. Now I'm pretty much using every excuse I have in my arsenal. I plan on doing it this week, but when, I am at a loss for words.

This is probably a terrible thing to do, but I actually googled the easiest and best ways to break up with someone. So what I think I may do now is to give him a letter explaining it. The reason behind it is because I don't want to see his expression when I end it, and I won't have to worry about tripping up because of it.

Good idea?
October 26th, 2008 at 04:45pm