So Selfish

OK. I know I sound like a selfish brat but just listen.

Kaleb. My Kaleb. He moved. He was my best friend ever since the day he came to my school and sat behind me in math class.

He went out with my ex-best friend, and she knew I liked him.

They broke up after summer ended.

I kinda' sorta' broke them up. But I had a good reason to! She was afraid to kiss him. Heck, she wouldn't even hug him unless I would first. (I don't object to hugging him. He is a very good hugger.)

He asked me out on Valentines Day in the field behind my house.

He moved a week before our one month anniversary.

He got my number, and called me at the end of August, the first time I had talked to him in 6 months.

I went down to his house, four hours away, in September.

He has Verizon, I have Verizon, and so we can talk.

My parents want to switch phone carriers, and then we won't be able to talk anymore.

I feel like I'm going to pass out. The phone is the only way I can talk to him. If I lose that, I have no idea what I'll do.