is it so weird to cry when you listen to music? or read a book, watch a movie or anything? i always do, but it appears nobody else does.... but i mean, its so sad... you feel thier pain and all thier hopelessness and the final sad relieveing sensation of the evil descision.
and uhghghg i have to build afreaking altar for mrs cassetta, and i have three days, and two of those were already booked for marching band@!!!!!! g@@@H! so it is now, in the middle of the freaking stressful night that i will slog my ass off and work. while thinking about my warms czy bed, waiting for me upstairs, and how my day wasn't even all that great...
but im good. marching band is so amazing, i would do it all over again if i could, but my parents said one year was enough... no its not, when its the only love you'll ever have in your life. every time were out there performing, i feel like im complete, like my souil is truely happy. i realize maybe love is real, but maybe love isn't always with a person. my love is music. and thats all i will probably ever love, so i don't particularly like anything hapening to it. like you break i mallet, i will get super pissed,a nd its not something i ever show people, i mean , really. how many of you have actually seen me be mad? im super protective of it and everything related. i dont think a person could ever make me feel so happy. i can feel it in my heart. when everything is together, the starting silence, the drummajor clicking his thumbs, them the slow opening, building up into a fierce climax and falling into a peaceful quell of noises. its so beautiful. i dont understand how every person doesn't get this feeling; im not sure if anyone else does. its just one of those things in life i will always have aburning passion for.
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