Just One Look Into Your Eyes

im running out of time.

time to get what i need to get done,
time to make sure you're going with me.

but i dont have it.
i dont have a grasp on my future because there isn't one.

see, the reason im so adament about this is ... i love you.
i want you to spend eternity with me; i dont care how.
i dont care if when we get there you're like my brother.
i dont care as long as im wasting my time with you.

i know that im running out of time, with every breath we take
and every word that man says.
who would have thought that one man could be the end of the world?
it's ending and there's nothing we can do about it, its the right time.
but i'm cheated out of a future with you, a future filled with kids and a family
it would be our luck that the time we found the person we love that the world ends.

but i'll stay with you, even through the apocalypse.

im scared that i wont have enough time to do the things i want to do.
i can list them if you don't believe me.
but why can't we start now?
with the most important part, getting married?
you're ready, im ready.
just im in school.

what a reason.
too bad i'm not older.
i could have children, i could be married, i could have a grip on my world.
too bad im too young.
youth was once thought to be an enormous gift, not any more.
November 5th, 2008 at 11:06pm