Can Anyone Help Me With This?

So drama in my life doesn’t seem to end. It just keeps on coming. And I can’t seem to keep away from it. I’m not the one to start it but like it seems like I’m somehow shoved into it. I think it’s because people know they can hurt me and I’ll forgive them. I don’t know how to not forgive people, no matter how many times they hurt me. I guess you could say I let people walk all over me, which isn’t fair. I need to just stop letting people hurt me and stand up for myself, right? But I don’t know how. I’m not strong like my friends. I can’t stay mad at anyone for longer than a few days and that’s not going to work to my advantage in life, or maybe it will. I don’t know I’m only in high school. And what I’m wondering is; is high school just a way to test us to see who will make it in the real word? Is it just this big joke and at the end everyone says hey, no hard feelings and we go on with life? Or is high school a way of life? Does it REALLY ever end? Will people ever grow up and cut the crap? Will fights and backstabbing end? I think the real question is; are there really any answers to these questions? Or is it something we have to learn ourselves?

Drama doesn’t follow me. It rides on my back. –Cute Is What We Aim For
November 8th, 2008 at 03:07am