I know this is so wrong

I know who I'm hurting. I hate this. But I can't help it, I'm still gonna be hurting you because he chose me. It sucks that he didn't like you like that. But, guess what, I'm not gonna NOT like him because of that. I wish you could grow up about this. You don't have to be all juvinile and go behind my back and say stuff about it. All my friends come to me and tell me crap about you that I really DON'T want to hear. I don't want to hurt you, but sometimes the truth hurts. I'm sorry you think it has to be this way, cause it really doesn't.
I just hope you can realize that I'm still here. I didn't think you'd let a guy break us apart, but whatever. If that's what you want, I can check out of your life. No problem with me. I just am sick of you starting crap. Respect both of our decisions and get over it. There are plenty of guys out there. I'm sure you'll find someone.
And don't even think about bitching to me, cause you know it's all true. Everyone agrees.
Seriously, I love you, and I want to be buds again, but I can't when you think that it's my fault he doesn't like you.