And It Grows Darker With the Day...

I WANT:

1.Green Day to go on tour
2.Tickets to Nick Cave
3.A hug
4.Someone to talk to
5.Something to do tomorrow
6.Hard liquor
7.For my glands to stop secreting eye-washing fluid
8.Some form of food containing sugar
9.Some form of reassurance
10. Happy pills.

I DON'T WANT:

1. To keep thinking about him
2. To feel shit.
3. My computer to keep freezing.
4. People to keep not talking to me and being boring.
5. To keep crying.
6. My lip piercing to hurt.
7. To be kicked out of home.
8. To be bored.
9. To be alone, at home on a Friday night.
10. to be alone, at home
11. to be alone.

Oh lord. Happy pills are wearing off.