This morning, did not feel like this morning. it felt more like a very small rat had crawled into my brain through my nose during the night, jumped on top of my brain for a while and then screamed at me.
Basically, I was fucking tired. And that shouldn't really be a surprise, I was up till 3/4 am. Ah, that's the way I do things. I'll sleep when i'm dead :weird
Anywhore... I managed to trundle through, got to school, felt pretty crappy to be honest.. it's the way i've been recently. Sometimes it just gets like that, you know? I'm sure i'll be all right soon. I hope so, anyway.
So yeah... went straight into tutor. First lesson was then science. We did a mock test for next weeks, which is my first module GCSE exam. I hadn;t revised cos i'm like that but I did manage a B. A B is... ooh, well most people who aren't still in school have been all "well done" and acted like it was megaXcore awesome and stuff but people in school are like "oh, cool."
I'm not sure exactly why this is. I think that maybe it's because, if they got higher than a B they can't really be all "omg that's great" because then it's seriously bigging themselves up, isn't it? But if they got less than you, perhaps that makes them a bit peeved inside that they got less marks than you did. I'm not saying everyone I know is an overcompetitive jealous bitch who can't be happy for people around them- don't get me wrong. It's just a thought.
Eh. I reckon i'm overthinking it. B isn't a bad grade to get at all... although my TARGET (damn targets to hell, to hell i tell you!) Is actually an A... I only got one mark off an A though, and I didn't revise or sleep for any more than five hours last night. AND I was in a bad mood. ¬.¬
Whatevs. School was boring and depressing for the most part. it usually is :file:
Henry has suspiscious scratches on his arm again. It worries me.
Anyway. School... yeah. Shitty. It drains me, being in a place I hate all day long. >.<
But you know what is good?
MY DAD SAID I CAN GO TO CARDIFF ON NEW YEARS EVE
for the A!A! / KIGH / TBO / IW gig!
=D
I still have to persuade my mother. But that shouldn't be too hard. :file:
: )
So yeah. School is still pretty fucking lame, and some people are still hard to deal with, but I'll get through it all. I'm having a few girls to stay over tomorrow night, so yeah... i'm trying to keep hold of my friendships. I am.
OMG CARDIFF!
*spazzes*
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