Go ahead decide where I'll go today...

Honestly I'm getting a little tired of my sister. She thinks she knows my every next move. She doesn't. Sometimes I wish she could think about her life and not what I'm going to be doing or not doing. I just feel rushed and pushed. I wish I didn't have people's expectations turned on me. All I want is a decision to come from what I really want not something I chose to do because I was pushed to do it. And not because I felt that that is what they want. Grrr. I know so fierce, right? Lmao. It'll have to do. That's the only anger I'll allow for today. I've been trying to not unleash it on unsuspecting bystanders which I do on a daily basis. I'm just a big ol' bitch. Just sometimes though.

xox Bam

Which came first, the music or the misery?

- Fall Out Boy

I think the misery came first and that inspired people to make music, but who knows. *shrugs*
November 17th, 2008 at 07:21am