Okay, last night I was talking to a guy who I dated a little while ago. He cheated on me, so I left him. Ever since I started talking to him again, all he's ever said is I'm sorry and that he loves me. I'm starting to feel something more for him than friendship, and Im scared he'll hurt me again. He says he won't but I don't know.
On top of that, I have a friend who likes to cut herself. know she's backstabbed me before, but I still sorta care about her. She does drugs (I believe, from what shes told me) she cuts and burns herself. She's really depressed at the moment and I feel bad because I can't make her feel better. She keeps telling me that she wants to cut herself and I can't put up with it.
There are only a small amount of people that help me forget my problems.. and none of them are home, and if they are their busy (Johnny!) I can't stand all of this emotion anymore. I don't know what to do!!
I'm scared that I'm going to lose a friend, but all she ever does is complaine. And Tyler, I don't know. I don't want to hurt him, but I don't want to get hurt.
Well I'm talking to Johnny now, so I feel a little better.
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