I should just give up on boys.

My last boyfriend was a flop.

And I recently discovered I had a crush on one of my friends. I couldn't work up the guts to ask him out, because I was too scared that I would be made fun of. I thought he liked me to, and I was going to tell him, soon, I really was. But today he told me he was going to try and get back with his exgirlfriend... I want to cry. I let myself out, too much I suppose. I'm thinking now, and I miss my exboyfriend, but I would never go back to him. And my crush said that he hated his exgirlfriend because she could be a real bitch (a lot like my ex), but he loved her because... well I don't know, they dated for a long time and they were in love (a lot like my ex and I)... So I lost. Again.

Boys: 3
Me: 0