Eh. An update of sorts.

I haven't been on here in a while, so I figured I'd write something. :]
Hmm. I go to a new school now which is good, but I skip WAY too much school, and I kinda think I'm gonna fail. Which sucks pretty bad.
I'm still plotting to move to Marquette, since its totally rad awesome there.

I kind of don't think I'll ever be fucking content though.
I hate the past, yet I see old pictures, I see me happy smiling, and I fucking cry. Because I know that I haven't been happy like that in a long, long time.
So what the fuck?
I don't get it.
As I get older, everything just gets worse and worse.
Even when I think that it can't get any worse.
Even when I'm on the verge of fucking killing myself.
Something pulls me through.
Something keeps me smiling.
And I have no idea what.
Hope?

Meanwhile, back at the ranch, everything here basically sucks.
And I feel like such a whiny bitch saying it so bluntly like that, but its so true.
I feel like such a whiny bitch when I post anything on here.
Maybe I'm just a whiny bitch.
Oh well.

I've got some more interesting things to write about, but its late.
So I'll do it later. Yes yes. :]