Christmas

Well christmas is in like four weeks and my birthdays in one.

People are asking me what I want for christmas and I have no clue, then people are like "how can you not know what you want christmas is so soon and you have no idea what it is that you want". Well honestly im happy with what I already have I dont even know what I want for my birthday let alone christmas.

Everyone seems to be forgetting about my birthday and yet me and my best friend lydia have the same birthday but ima year older and people have been asking her what she wants while im the little depressed chick in the fucked up corner waiting for someone to at least say happy birthday and give me a hug.

Everyone wonders why im depressed alot and I say because you forget about me but they just rool their stupid eyes and forget about me once again.