I've Just Realized...

I've just relized that i am a complete hypocrite. See, there's this girl at my school, Sierra. She's really annoying and I wish she would just go die. But of course I'm nice to her because I'm just nice like that, you know? Well, that's what I thought.

There's these other girls at school. They're more well liked than me or my friends, and they're really fake nice to us. I mean, It's all in good fun, but it really pisses me off that they're like that. They're not my friends, why are they nice to me? You know?

But see then liek three minutes ago, I realized that I was becoming them. I was becoming the person I'd dreaded becoming. It's like hell, when you realize you're something out of your worst nightmares. Don't you think? It's like when people have really crappy parents and their whole childhood, they strive to not become anything like them, and then they grow up, and they themselves are really shitty parents.

I just realized I'm a hypocrite. I hate myself because of it, too.