Hate to be a dancer

I love to dance but i hate it so much and every practice makes it just a little bit worse. Every time we start a new routine i cant get the song out of my head. I regret those songs. We are dancing to a song i really liked so now ill never be able to listen to it happily again because ill think of dance. I loved doing it so much but i guess hate is a lot stronger than my love. Love just isn't enough anymore but I'm not a quitter but I'm so sick of what i am.