Im out for blood.

First things first, a big thank you to all my comenters and readers.

Next order of business.

My world...is falling apart.

I had it all, my friends loved me. I was doing good in school. Then, I lied.

I said I was bleeding, I said I was in the hospital.

I did that because I wanted to be. So bad. I wanted to bleed, I wanted to hurt. But I couldnt bring myself to.

Then, they got mad at me. No one talked to me, and I dont blame them.

But, That was a Month ago.

Everyone's forgiven me. Except my best friends. Ones hot and Cold, one wont tell me whats wrong.

Im falling back to where I was last year.

Back to the faded me, the one who doesnt talk....

Im not sure what's going on, and the rumors are getting worse.

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December 18th, 2008 at 09:37pm