Dear Santa, all I want for Christmas is him...

So there is this guy I love. He's not hot nor is he cool. He is my best friend and means the world to me, but I really wish I never liked him. Last time I told my friends, most of them got upset with me. Last time he didn't like me; he still doesn't.

Did I tell you that it hurts? He's always with another girl. My cousin just won't shut up about him and what makes everything worse is that: I have to give him fking advice on how he should go about getting his crush. I want to like somebody new, I want another obsession; anyone or anything BUT him.

But then again; I miss him.

Ugh. Why do I have to be one of the many millions that love him? I always was the odd one out, so why not now?

Dear Santa, all I want for Christmas is him...

Gr, I don't want to be one of those people, the corny ones, the ones that stalk their crushes. But here I am... Gah.
December 21st, 2008 at 09:44am