Thank you!

Today has been confusing..

I felt sad, then depressed, then excited, then liked, then used, then pathetic, then amazing.

I went to my grandpa's house and made christmas cookies, which made me sad, because my grandma used to make them with us.

I went home and couldn't sleep because I was too depressed about death.

I got online and found out that like 20 guys had clicked "yes" on me in Are You Interested.

I was talking to these guys from England, and they were really sweet.

I got on Facebook and who was on there? Ryan. Yeah. He started talking to me, and I remembered the last time we talked..

It made me feel pathetic that i ever did that with him..

I logged off, went upstairs to get my work clothes, and grabbed my can of Monster on the way. I took a few drinks and felt instantly better. I blasted "Love Today" by Mika from my phone and danced around in my underwear. So. Monster. A gift from the gods? I think so. :)