No

I don't understand anything anymore. How can you hate someone and love them at the same time? It just isn't fair. Life isn't fair. Boys are stupid and make me cry. At the same time, I love them more than almost anything. Hate is a strong word. Love is a strong word. I am normally very careful when using those words. I am being careful now and I mean it: I hate and love at the same time. It shouldn't be possible, yet it is. It's just so stupid! I'd rather it be one or the other, but it doesn't always turn out that way, does it?