Being such a n00b

I've been in mibba for almost a year but still, I don't know how to work on this. You can clearly see it. Look at my stuff...they're not even interesting at all. I'm such a loser trying to be one of the great guys around here. Sometimes, I even force myself to write a poem or a story just to put something here... I don't care if it looks like trash or what. But I think, it just won't work. I've been trying hard just to fill something up but I don't know what to do. Maybe laziness has found me.

But before I end this confession, I just want to cheer myself up. There's a lot of things around my head but I don't know how to carry them out. Well, I guess I'll try to be more open to myself..and you.

This will totally help.