Post Xmas Entry

Xmas is over *sob* but it was good...even if it didn't feel like xmas.

Did you all get anything nice for xmas? I did ^-^
-Three days grace - One X
-James Morrison - Songs for you, truth for me
-Canon film camera
-Mini donut maker
-Other stuffs

So I got home from Kent today and am back in my own home =]

But I have this weird feeling in my stomach...like a mixture of sadness and butterflies.
And I have a feeling as if there is no point living onwards because there is nothing to be happy about. =S

I think it's Darkness Yahoma's fault [[yes that is the name I'm using on here, which might be confusing but oh well...]]]

In a story that I'm writing [[but will never be posted on here. Sorry!]] there is a character Darkness Yahoma. But she's all wrong. That's not the real her. The real her cannot be put into words because she is so complex. So it's just a fake...basically!

I am going to buy a big tin of celebrations for myself because i can.
Also because it is a proven anti-depressant...even though it will make me bigger than i already am. [[i was big before the xmas holis, but you should see me now...oh dear...]]

Anyways, thats all for now people. Please comment. I like reading them. It makes me feel some worth if I'm actually providing something for people to read and prevent their boredom [[hopefully...]]

Byee x