My Chemical Journal <-- LOL

oh dear, i think im going crazy.
everyones always like omg mcr saved my life omg i feel so close to them gahhhhh!!

But i really do. feel close to them i mean.
im watching a live video of them performing Mama at the moment and the way Gerard interacts with the audience it just makes me feel so close to him. i was so happy when i heard Lyn-z was pregnant. its like Gerards my best friend or something.
how can i be so syked about something that happened to someone i dont even know.
i mean, i high fived frank iero and gerard at their birmingham UK gig. but thats the closest i have ever got to them. so why do i feel like they are right beside me?

am i crazy? is that the effect they have on everyone? do i need help?
you tell meee!!!