I thought you promised... never to let go...

What do you do when you don't know your next move? When you've made the biggest mistake in your life? When you've lost the last person keeping you alive? When you love someone so much, but you have done something wrong, what do you do next?

I hate this.
I can't stand you, but I can't go on without you at my side.
I love you, but you get me so frustrated at times.
I want you here, but I can't seem to handle you even when you're there.

You hurt me so bad; more than you think you did.
You keep doing this; so I have to conform.
I can do this; you're worth it.
But how much can I take until I crumble without you knowing?

You say you'll never leave me, but you already are.
You say you love me, and I have no doubts.
All I do, Is all for you and nobody else.
I love you, and I'm sorry for what I did.
Even If its tiny, I know it hurt.

Don't leave me now, when I need you the most.
You're my whole life... and you know that.
Without you, im not even alive.
I can't breath.
Lifes not life when theres no light...
January 3rd, 2009 at 01:46pm