My Encounters With Cancer

What in the hell have we done, or created, or messed with that is causing cancer?

It's not right, that my cousin Crystal had breast cancer and my aunt Pauline had liver cancer and my cousin Gloria had kidney cancer.... what is right is that they recovered.

It's not right that my dad had lung cancer, and he died..... and its also not right that im currently losing my Momma-Carol [a woman who helped raise me when my mom couldnt] to Liver, Lymph Node, Lung, and Stomach Cancer.

it just seems to me that you can't win for losing, and i've prayed and prayed and prayed.... what more can i do? im not a doctor, and shes in a hospital across the state and i dont have a car that will make it to see her.... i was with her all last week until monday, i had to come back home because if i didnt it would be hard telling when i could hitch a ride back home next....

i dont know, im just flustered..... i hate you, cancer.... go away.