Why Does Pain Always Ruin Me?

Today was going great for a few reasons:
A)We didn't have school because it was icy
B)My grandma didn't wake me up and
C)My friend Caroline called me without having to be reminded.

Too bad god (if he exists) had to go and fuck everything up for me! I got put in a bad mood, for no fucking reason, and went off on my mom. So, being the amazing person that she is, she ignored it and tried to make nice with me. I just could be nice back, and I majorly regret it now, and had to push her away and point out all he flaws. I don't blame her, but she got so pissed that she kicked me out of the car and made me walk home in the freezing rain. Some how, I feel I deserved it. I don't know if I really want to live anymore. Just let me know how you feel about it=)

'It's like meeting the man of my dreams....and then meeting his wife.' - Alanis Morissette

Ms.J, exit stage left
January 7th, 2009 at 12:11am