And so it begins..

although it sort of already started,
just moved.

3PM and the bells rings.
snowing just as they predicted
just as everyone thought
and everyone said there'd be no school
no cloudy with a chance of meatballs
but im not doing a damn thing in preparation
because im a strong believer

steve's birthday's today
petey and morgen are over
its actually very awkward for me still
especially since morgen confirmed that
pete used to like me
and in fact went through my underwear drawer

but life has been good recently
im not surprised since it is
"the most wonderful time of the year"
but im happy

so on my birthday i met our theme reader
and now i feel she's singling me out
and given me good grades
just because she knows my mom
she gave me two a's while almost everyone else
recieved b's
in a way i felt ashamed
that it might not have been just my writing that got me there
but i wont deny it
i need it
i need anything in that class
c frikn c frikn c
and i know i can too better,
but look at my writing now,
i aint nothing special
i can't talk like a broadway play
..i also can't act
aha

just someone trying to find a place in the world.