Heathcliff Andrew Ledger. So far, he's won all of the awards he's been nominated for and I am so thrilled for him. I love him so damn much...and sometimes it hurts so much that I can't tell him that. I know that it's probably never going to happen anyway...but I can only wish. I love and miss him more than anyone else on this filth drenched world. I could go on endlessly about how much I miss him but I'll just gladly shut up. January 22nd is soon approaching and I'm afraid that is something I'm not looking foward to.