Oh My God THE CONFUSION!!!!!

She dumped me, then we worked this out and got back together.
As my last journal is read, she dumped me again and this time I was positive it was over for good. Well now, she's realizing what she did was a mistake and that she still loves me. I thought about a lot of stuff after she dumped me and even after that, I still felt empty. I'm still completely and totally head over heels for her, I'm just not sure how I'm suppose to tell her that again.

I told her that I couldn't just give her another chance so quickly after she ripped out my heart, well I didnt tell her that exactly, but it was close to that. I said that I still wanted to wait a little while just so I could heal from what has already happend, and that I didnt want to give in so quickly again, because I dont want to end up crushed again.

I already know that if she continues to love me, I will most definetly give her another shot, Its hard not to when your totally in love with the person. I may be an idiot for giving my heart to her again, but like I said last time; all the pain and sadness is worth it, if I can be happy with her for the time I get with her.
January 15th, 2009 at 10:20pm