I hate being desperate.

Only, that's exactly what I am, y'know? It's ridiculous, honestly, because desperate equals jealous which equals your face turning green and your personality dwindling down to about nothing, making you even more unattractive than you were in the first place.

I just... need to let go of it. Of him. I mean, I knew I never had a shot, but... ew, you know what, he's not even worth talking about, he's really not.

I think part of the reason I'm desperate is because I'm unloveable. It's true, really.

But that's okay, I'll just start looking for my 27 cats and saving up for cat food now. :]

>.> /bad day rant.
January 15th, 2009 at 11:36pm