I think I am too sexual for my own good. =/

Feeling: Depressed & Pathetic
Hearing: Don't Stop - Inner Party System

I just had a mental breakdown for like 20 minutes. The reason is quite pathetic, really. My computer had a minor crash.

So there I was, about to move room, taking out my laptop battery to move to the living room real quick and the thing dies on me. Usually it didn't do this, so I was quite worried.

I waited for 10 minutes and tried to turn it on again. It wouldn't. I was now got the idea that my computer had died. It's a Toshiba, about 3 years old, and dropped a few times.

After 20 minutes, of pressing the 'on' button it would not turn on.

Time of death: 10:00 PM (ish) as of January 16th 2009. I actually muttered those words into my head.

Then I started to cry. Not just sniffling. I actually cried over an inanimate object's death!

I was regretting that I never bought a laptop case, never bought an extra battery, never cleaned it.

Then I cried even more that all my pictures (including my graphics, slashy pictures, etc) were all gone. Music, gone. Files, gone. That stupid essay I had to write as a final, gone.

My god, I cried for 20 minutes.

After a long while, I finally calmed down. Asked my dad to help. And voila, it turned on.

Now this all might be extremely pathetic, like oh boo-hoo, girl broke her laptop. But, my god. This little breakdown, made me realize how much this laptop actually meant to me.

This laptop has a piece of my life in it. I know I go onto my laptop at least once a day. My laptop is a big part of my life. Giant, actually. It has everything that I need. (besides, food etc)

So...am I pathetic? :(