Memories are awful...They just make you cry...

Memories suck...No matter which memory I think of it makes me think of someone who died, someone who left me etc...If I look back over all my friends on Quizilla they all lead back to the best friends who stabbed me in the back and left me to die...Painful memories that I never want to bring up, but there always around, you know since I do have to sit next to her in 9 different 40 minute classes a week. Just painful memories that linger around the place...Ever had that feeling that no memories are good enough? That they just lead back to pain. The kind of thoughts that make you think...What am I doing with my life? The kind of questions that make you think why has everyone I have ever trusted or cared about left me?