flying by like a bird

Lately I feel like everything is passing my by. That i'am not even enjoying the moment anymore. I mean time is passing and I feel like i haven't completed anything. I remember sitting in my 8th period U.S. History class thinking to myself, "Ugh, i just want to finish high school and get everything over and done with." And now its like i just want to take hold of every moment i can, but it's so hard when everything seems to be going by so quick. I want to enjoy my senior year and have no regrets and think to myself 4 years later about the things that I should have done but i didn't have the guts too :| BLAHHHHH. What i'am i doing? I just want to have fun. I want to run like the wind, the brezz to hit me in the face and the polen of flowers to surround me as I break free into a world of complete HAPPINESS.
How can I slow down time? How does one enjoy life? HELP?
January 22nd, 2009 at 09:28pm