My Life

My life has been crazy right now. I was feeling suicidal for the past few weeks but i'm ok now. I have a reason why. It was because i am dying of a stomach tumor and I wanted to just kill myself so that i could just get my death over with. The doctors say that if I get the surgery then i will live but i don't know if I should get it because I'm sometimes scared of sharp things. LOL!!!! I have a girlfriend that I love to death! I love you Courtney! That's a good thing that has happened in my life. There are good things that have happened in my life. Here are some examples: I made an account on mibba, I made tons of friends, I have an awesome girlfriend, i love to draw, and write. All I have to say is life is weird.