1-29-09: Why is everything ending for me?

R.I.P
-Joey (my brother) [2 months old]
-Josephine (my grandmother) [80 years old]
-Diane (my caregiver when things went wrong at home) [36 years old]
-Lloyd (friend at school) [17 years old]
-Lara (friend at school) [17 years old]
-Alex (2007 grad.) [19 years old]

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All these people ment something to me... some passed before i was born, others passed while i was at school, some i was really close with, others i was watching to see if they notice me.

But today i got some news from my mom, my best friend that i have known since i was four years old (and i am 17 right now), is sick and in the hospital, and i dont think i could bare to add her to the list above. It would hurt to much.

I just dont see why everything is ending for me.
January 30th, 2009 at 04:11am