Life... is bollocks...

Today was one of those days. Where I said hello to about at least two dozen people, and only got a warm welcome from Milsy and Kayla.

I screwed up everything, so everything went wrong. Everytime I got told to do something, it went wrong. I would forget to do something, I would press the wrong button, I would press too many buttons, fill up the wrong thing with the wrong stuff, it all went haywire and was a freakin nightmare.

I couldn't keep up because my body wants to just fall to fucking pieces.

I kept getting yelled at, not only for all my faults, but for everyone else as well.

Hardly anybody would talk to me.

Even the people that mean the most to me won't reply to my texts.

The girl that means the entire fucking world to me might be ignoring me.

I'm fucking obsessed with someone that feels the same way... about someone else.

I can't sleep. Not even when double dosing on sleeping pills.

The sleeping pills amplify my emotions, now i'm having crazy mood swings.

I feel lonely. Isolated. I just want to crawl up and sleep for eternity.