First Entry

Hello to whoever is reading this.

Actually I donno what to write in my journal so I just start and see where I am ending up. The past weeks and months were crazy just like the past 19 years.

Right now I am extremely bored. I am supposed to work on school stuff but like always I am way too unmotivated therefore I dont start.

I hope the next week passes quickly by cause then I finally meet the most awesome person in this world. She is one of my bestest friends, a second sister. I appreciate that i get 3 days together with her. 3 days where I can be me, where I don't have to pretend to be somebody else.

Actually I have a large group of friends but they are well, just friends. I have about 5 or 6 close friends. I guess I dont' have to tell you how hard it is to tell them everything that preoccuopies me.... I dont want them to see me in a different way so I just let it pass by.

enough for today..

... so please cross your fingers that I am able to go to the MCR concert in June. The fact that I have my oral a-levels the next day makes it a little bit complicated and the fact that none of my friends like them ^o). The one who loves them is over 1000 kms away... and then peps really say life doesn't suck.. yeah right

have a good day, hopefully better than mine
May 7th, 2007 at 01:13pm