Addictions. 5

So I am having such a hard time right now. I haven't touched any pills in the last four days and it feels like it's literally driving me INSANE.

I'm trying so hard to stay off of them but the cravings are getting so bad. I can't help but think of taking anything every few seconds, and I'm getting massive migranes because I can't focus on anything and it's just making me a lot more irritable, but I'm trying to focus all this energy on learning guitar, I've even taken the next step and asked one of my friends to teach me.

So I guess this is just another entry in which I complain about how bad I want my drugs back and that I'm not sure I can handle it. I know I can...I know I can..let me just keep repeating that phrase until I tell myself to screw off.

Ok well, I guess I'm going to go to bed and try to get rid of this migrane without even taking an exedrin.

I don't even know why I post these, no one really reads them. Whatever. I quit.
February 3rd, 2009 at 01:18am