my life sucks right noa.

i hate it.

i'm sorry i'm not good enough for you.
i'm sorry i'm not perfect, beautiful, and a nice person.

i'm sorry i'm a shit girflfriend.
i'm sorry i'm a crap friend.
i'm sorry i'm a terrible daughter.

i've tried making sense of everything, and it's not working.
i'm confused as to who loves me and who doesn't.
odds are no one loves me.
even people who don't know me probably hate me.

i want to just admit defeat.
and walk out of everyone's lives.
because i don't belong in anyone's top friends or heroes or whatever.
i'm not good for anyone.
i'm not good enough for anyone, i should say.
i'm a little spoilt brat; a bitch, if you will.

sorry for wasting your time,
i'll be out of your way now.
as you can see, i have issues.
issues i suggest you ignore.
unless you truly care about me.

i love my best friends, and my imaginary boyfriend. ;]