The Day Before

Okay so its the day before my birthday and Im a little sad. A birthday is suppose to be filled with happiness and joy. The fact that your turning another year older, that your growing in measure, in maturity, ect. is suppose to be celebrated but I fear that this one is going to be something no worth mentioning to posterity. I maybe whinning a bit but I really dont care. Im not saying that Im expecting some giant parade or anything but I just have this feeling...the truth is that Im afraid that no one (besides my mom) will remember or for that matter even care. I know that Im being dumb and there are going to be people who do remember and who do care but I just dont want to be recognized. I mean no one honestly want to be forgotten. Im going to wake up tomorrow and just seize the day and if it just happens to be shit so be it, but Im not going to go around all day with a raincloud over my head its called being possitive people. =]