today

i am probably not gonna get into collage, i wanted to study fine art, textiles, psychology and sociology a level, but i am gonna fail my gcses so i dont know why i bother. i cant get a job either, but i need money it aint easy to look after a flat on your own, but i dont like living with my dad so i gotta do it, i live with my boyfriend but he doesnt help out much, i cant move in with my mom coz she lives miles away so this is my only option at the moment but hopefully itwill get better, might be getting a bigger flat soon a 1 bedroom place insted of the studio flat we currently have. this isnt a sympathy call or anything i just want to say what i want. ok thanks 4 reading