Sam

hey, sam here. this is my first journal entry..... yea, im having a hard time right now, and so is tosha. i am struggling with er, legal problems, and am having to decide if I should become clean and sober. (tosha's been clean for 4 months now) As i said, my school's cheerleading captain died today in a horrible tragedy, and it has hit me very hard, though i didnt know her that well. i am struggling with a major decison that i have to make.....
i dont know if i should stop drinking/drugs, or just keep going like i am invincible.
im in desperate need for advice right now... so if anyone can help, please do.