My best friend recently moved and I don’t know if it’s just me but I can’t help but be stuck missing him. I admit I did have a crush on him but he was my best friend and the person that I had so many good times with. I made the mistake of never telling him I liked him but that was merely because I knew he wasn’t very trusting of girls after his last relationship so we would have to stay merely friends. Now, everything leads back to him. Everything I buy is manufactured near him. Every song I hear relates back to him. Everything reminds me of him!!! And the worst thing is, since he lived near me he rode my bus and we go by his house everyday and to add to that, he and I always sat near eachother so when I get on the bus I expect to see him. I always kick myself for thinking that. Even my friend thinks I’m acting more depressed than usual (which isn’t all to often).
I know I’m not the only one who has to go through this but is it usually this way? Does it take this long to get over? Please tell!