Yea, so yesturday I was sitting in my room, feeling kind of sorry for myself becuase one of my friends had just told me off. And I started thinking about how she had told me that she wanted to be "scene". I had really come to a point where I almost hate lables because of how many friends they'd cost me. But I paid no attention to the terms she used. Then I started thinking about myself. I used to call myself "emo" because I thought it was unique (but then later realized that a group of people who all look the same is not unique), and now I've tried to go back to whatever I was before that. Most people called me girly, but I didn't think so. I feel like before, I was someone. Before I tried to perposly turn into something else. Because before, it was just natural. And now I look the same as everyone else. I'd never realized that lables had morphed my life so much. So now I just feel sad and dissapointed that I don't even know who I am any more.
Oh well, maybe I'm just feeling this way because of a little minor February depression. Or maybe I just need to put on a happy face and fake it.
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