I Hope You Know How Lucky You Really Are

you know what I hate??
I hate girls who complain they can't get a boyfriend
when they have like 7 guys telling them they're beautiful
do they even know how lucky they are??
then they try and say they're fat when they're a size zero
listen up girlies!
you have it made alright??
do you know how many girls would kill to take your place??
some girls can't get one single date
and you complain when you've had tons
but what I hate even more is that some girls are really beautiful
but no guys are willing to dig deep and find that hidden beauty
they all go for the girls who are beautiful physically
well let me tell you they're not going to be beautiful much longer
guys, the girls you turn away now
you know the ones who "aren't pretty enough"
well not only are they going to be very successful in the future
but they're also going to be beautiful too
because the ones that are beautiful now
well let me tell you it can only go downhill from here
so while you chase after the beautiful ones now
later on you're going to wonder why you even bothered with her
when you see the girl who fell head over heels for you and you turned her down because she wasn't good enough
and that girl turned into a gorgeous woman who won't even give you the time of day
what I'm trying to say is girls:
if a guys says your beautiful or breathtaking then don't go and complain you're ugly or fat or stupid cause you're not
and guys:
you really shouldn't ignore a girl just because she's not up to your standards physically
talk to her and you just might realize what a gorgeous person she is on the inside
I would love it if a guy said I was beautiful
but that's not ever going to happen so why bother dreaming??
You're lucky to have people compliment you and not put you down
instead of getting compliments like most girls
I get insults and no matter how well I do in school i get told that I'm not good enough
I'm not good enough to ever get a guy
I'm not good enough to get into college
I'm not good enough to get a job
I'm not even good enough stay in school
I get told I'm worthless
stupid
ugly
disgusting
I get made fun of for my physical features
and i get made fun of if I cry
I've even been threatened to be hit
both with a belt and a hand
all because i asked them to wait a second because i just woke up and because i wouldn't set up the internet
I've even been made fun of because my dad died when I was 2
I've actually walked out of my house crying and the only reason they asked me to come back is because they were afraid I'd tell someone
and because of this I'm emotionally screwed up
I've been verbally and emotionally abused
but nobody believes me
and it's not going to stop until I move out
and because of this I have the lowest self esteem there ever is
but that's life and i deal with it somehow
I've been hurt for about 5 years now and I've got four more to go
note this ISNT on a daily basis but it still happens from time to time
so when you think you're life sucks think how lucky you are to not be abused verbally like me or physically like my friend
I hope you finally know how lucky you really are