Do you ever wish that someone would remember your birthday? I do. Mine's tomorrow and no one remembered.

That you could just disappear? Or that you could get in a car and drive away without knowing where you're going or if you'll ever come back and know that there's no consequences?

I do. I wish today that I could just forget everyone and everything and just disappear. Tomorrow is my birthday, and my mom and dad are the only two who remembered and so because of that, I'm going out with them for the day tomorrow. Funny thing is? I don't live with either of them. I live with my fiance and his family. No one that I live with remembered it. I'm not going to be around tomorrow and so ya know, maybe they'd do something or say something today? No. All I get is yelled at because my fiance left the heat on in our room, so I get yelled at becuase I didn't know it was on. And then my fiance turns around and locks himself in the garage and won't talk to anyone; he's blowing his friends and family off.

I just don't want to do this anymore. I can't do it anymore.
February 20th, 2009 at 08:18pm