this doesn't even make sense.

Alright, so around 6 years ago my grandpa died of cancer, I was sad when it happened but life went on. Then around last year, as I started to really grow-up and become the adult i will be eventually, I started thinking about him lots. all the what if's keep running throw my head. and it hurts because there were memories, but not enough. i just don't think it's fair. and i don't get why it hurts so much now. ughhhhhhhh.

~Erin

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A / N : so i didn't right this for sympathy or anything, trust me. that is not what I want. this was just the easiest way to.."talk" about it i guess...