So.

Ok, so I'm really bored. I'm sitting here like a loser listening to Escape The Fate and texting. Plus typing this, duh. Nothing has really happened. Nothing I particularly like anyways. But I don't want to talk about that. Not now, not ever. I did finish a reallllly good book. I just finished Unwind by....I'm not sure who the author is, but he's really good.

It really made me think. The world sucks, no doubt about it. But what am I doing to change it? Nothing, absolutely nothing. I want to make a difference. Change the way things are. But knowing where to start is the problem. In the book they were sort of thrown into it. They didn't have much of a choice. I want to not have a choice. I want an adventure. I want to be thrown into life or death situations. And then change the way things have to be in the process.

This is the result in excessive reading. I want a life like only my favorite authors can write. I want a fairytale romance. And a suspenseful mysterious adventure. I want to be tested on whether I could make it on my own if I had to. But, I won't get any of those things. I'll wish for it though. All the time, forever and always....