From When I was going out with Anthony Farley...

Blood​ Pouri​ng From My Hands​ From The Cuts And Bruis​es.

I feel like complete shit right now.
I guess that happens when you don't feel shit for really anyone but a few friends at school, the love of your life at the moment won't talk to you and you worry over them more than yourself, and you really want to kill your next door neighbor because she wants to see you every fucking day.
Oh and you're tired as fuck and you're parents are always trying to get you to get better in school when you can't really focus on shit.
i guess I may be depressed and I want to start cutting or burning yourself again.

So for anyone who's read this thanx and have a nice day.
Please leave a comment.
Weather it be good or screaming at me IDC.
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It's like I've lost you in the middle of the blue ocean.
You floated away into the lovely blue abyss and a life saver can't even save you.
I want you back
Out of that deep blue abyss that they call the ocean.
I want you back here safe in my arms.
I want to hold you tightly and say I love you over and over.
I never want to lose you again.
Quite frankly it scared the hell out of me.
I want you to see how much I love you.
I want you to show me how much you love me.
I don't mind if you don't know how.
I don't mind if you have to ask someone for advice.
I love you and I want you to know that.
Please come back to me and stop drifting away into the inky abyss.
I love you Tony and I don't want you to ever forget that.