Life is good...That is all.

Why? you ask..
Because I have been noticing lately a clear progression in my drawing skills. I'm no longer saying "well, eventually I'll make this look decent and real." I'm getting it correct the first time and making vivid contours without hesitation. I'm probably in the best feeling I have ever been in my lifetime, because for once I feel like I'm actually getting this stuff down-pact and not just throwing a pencil onto a board with no clue as to what I am doing. LIfe's no longer about "let's try to be normal, for once." It's no longer about the physical aspects; trying to be someone else other than me. Some days I get up, just throw on a sweatshirt and I'm out. I don't need to impress anyone... and I finally feel like I've found who I am.
And oh. It feels so so good.

I could just dance right now..In fact, I think I shall.
with love - shandi.
March 3rd, 2009 at 11:21am